I need to spend some time on my to-do list, I have such a lot going on including Stella’s first birthday party this weekend and grand plans for an elaborate and fancy cake! In the meantime I am feeling reflective. This time last year I was over my due date and still feeling anxious and overwhelmed and nothing was made any easier when Amy and I were held up in a robbery but I still didn’t go into labour!

Thankfully everything seemed to turn around that week and I made peace with my situation. Its still hard for me to accept that I might never get the chance to go into labour naturally but when I look at my gorgeous girls now none of it matters.

Hopefully I will get back to more regular posting soon.